Therapy

It sort of is, you know. I guess my blog is sort of hard to stomach since I really only blog when I'm feeling depressed.

If I blog when I'm not depressed, I'll find a way to make myself depressed.

And if I don't, I just manage to make myself look like an idiot.

And it's so stupid, that it always feels so much worse when you finally admit that you are depressed. Not just tired, not sleepy.

It's not "so bizarre" that you can't seem to stay awake anymore. That you feel like someone kicked the shit out of you.

That you

....that you lose the motivation to even finish a sentence.

Forget it. I'm going to bed.