*cough*

The whole reason I was trying to get better for is now a moot point because I'm trying to get better for it. It's kind of fucked up, actually. So now there's really no reason to rush the getting better process.

Yeah, I'm mildly pissed, but eh. that's life.

And anyway, it turns out I'm the most sick today that I've been for the last week. I'm in pain, miserable, and mildly pissed.

I also feel absolutely disgusting because my hair is greasy and I think I'm running a fever so I don't want to risk passing out in the shower, but fuck I would love a shower right now.

Also, I feel like my language skills are in the toilet right now, and I'm trying to figure out why. I've always prided myself on my language skills, but for some reason I feel like that part of my brain is....I don't know....malfunctioning or something.

So now I'm in pain, miserable, mildly pissed, and just a little bit freaked out.